THINKING WITHIN THE BOX

Unexpected events broke our normality and pushed us to be trapped in our living space. However, something else got broken and I ended up trapped in my mind, memories and thoughts. I dug into my inner abyss and fell into a never stopping cycle of overthinking. I was my butcher and buried myself under emotions, chaos and desperation. In solitude, I surfed the uncertainty and got lost in time, fearing the arrival of tomorrow because it could become a yesterday and today could be next week or last month. I forgot yesterday, mixed up today and ignore tomorrow. It feels like a day I can’t precisely remember, what day is today? When is it now? Where is here? Who am I?